musical milliner

April 27, 2009

Agitato e Accesso!

Filed under: stages of grief,Uncategorized — by SAMM @ 2:02 pm
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imagesI do not have a compassionate heart.
I do not possess patience to persevere beyond my limits.
I do not know how to fix my shit. But I will. Somehow.

I want to be to be heard, and for someone to listen.
I want to know if I will ever be happy for longer than an afternoon.
I want to know why I give trust another try, and have it explode in my face
because I am not able unlearn my defensiveness.

And why the one thing so deeply, deeply important to me is used by an adult thru my child to hurt me. I feel grief and failure. I feel menacing anger.

(c)GoshGusMusic(ascap)2009

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